Hey you guys, tis good to know that somebody cares. Managing me won't be a problem at all. Its baseline right now and the mind isn't in its ups and downs. Here's a small brief about the situation:
the domestic front has been botched up since 1990. In the manic phases , including the 1990 episode always saw myself as a stud and perchance there have always been women in my life. Not on the global scale as jha but yeah infidelity has been a constant, linked to mania. The relationship with my folks also got botched up. So domesticity was generally a cycle of quiet to lambasting and back to quiet. Today we are at a stage where even the smallest disagreement leads to a character assassination tirade.
Question often asked is why have I been tolerating it.The fallout of rounds of poison calls to people is that I am responsible for not keeping her in check. All I know is that its become impossible to bear. The proverbial straw that broke the camel,s back was when in Sadhika's presence she accused me of having eyes on Sadhika and my daughter didn't even feel the need to even tell her to cut such crap. Can't blame anybody but myself. I am her father after all. Career issues were also a factor, especially my not getting promoted and what people would say. Yeah the societal frame is an important reference point for her.
All in all misery on every front. So balls to it all and cut-loose. What am I gonna do. Got some broad ideas lets see.
All that is just an overview, more when we meet. And there's really no need to call out the cavalry. I'm fine.
Ciao.
