Me - In the attempts to decipher what is, on a relationship front,there is a wish frame of perceptions that build up, semi conscious.A template of responses one hopes to find yhat may fill in a nagging void.
And then, some honest plain speaking later, stuff gets underwhelmingly clear. Another"nothings changed, yet everythings changed" moment!. Whoa....!
Theres a great need to be liked. And you are told that you have been liked all along. All the trauma only contributed to focus and strength. Only the good and happy moments register. Despite al the apprehensions, a broader emotional framework is in place. One feels, though one is not particularly curious about where the other person is coming from. More internalised.
I have my goals and I'm comfy with who I am. You needn't have any apprehensions of scars on my psyche.
And as she said all of that, I couldn't help recognising shades of my own thought framework. Strange feeling. Kinda empty. No sense of playing out the wish frame, as I anticipated it.
Nothings changed, yet everythings changed!
Some more peace on earth.
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