Desire and Apathy

Arun -"Remember that no one will understand you in life perfectly...just give credit to those who have tried to do it".
Me -The true credit to who who have tried to understand is for their perseverance, despite knowledge of one's aberrations. for their belief that even an imperfect life can be perfectly real.
Arun -Life seems imperfect only in as much as we make it to be...The blame lies on desires (again that six letter word!)
Me -My primary desire is to be able to desire. To want something. To feel the need to do something. Is the lack of desire the perfect imperfection? Or, is there a gap in understanding!
Arun -From what I understand, desirelessness is a state of mind which can have either a positive or negative predecessor. One state is that of a guy who has won over his desires after having realised its futility. The second situation arises out of utter apathy. I think that's where you are.
Me -Apathy has for long now been my understanding of my state of existence. Psychology helps explain why, to a great extent. The only problem is that knowing, doesn't really change What Is. It enables the acceptance that its just this. While also lending weight to Darwin and genetics.
Just good intentions are never enough. To be requires, a latent capacity.
Arun -A person shows what he is by what he does with what he has. You have the knowledge of your state of mind plus good intentions. Should be trigger enough.
Me -A lack of feeling and interest are best not shown. Good intentions imply that such apathy is not inflicted on others. And that's partly how this state of existence was triggered!