Fundamental Questions

Armchair psychology provides one a framework that gives some understanding of what is. Even convinces you that what is, was meant to be. The destination and all stops in between mapped out by Freudian needs.
Sometimes I wish I knew then, what I know now. I'd have tried to learn how to dream.Maybe experience an alternate reality where a man is what he believes himself to be. Not what he just turned out to be. What was might never have been, or at least, taken on a different sheen.
Then again, though I'd end up as someone quite different from what I am, the search for who I am would still be constant.With maybe a separate set of personality issues crawling out of the mind scape, begging discovery.
The fundamental questions "Who Am I?", "What Am I?" are always a bummer trip. They rarely change what is. At best, they keep you out of therapy.